Today wake up at about 10am, after washed up, I turned on my comp and saw someone which I think tat only at night she will online. Chat wit her for awhile then she went for tuition. I played my Pangyasea and FaceBook. Around 6.30pm, I went to Jurong Point to look for my friends at Sakae to celebrate my friend's Birthday. After finish eating at Sakae, we went to Jurong Point to play arcade. Around 10.30pm we went to the Birthday girl's house, actually to play manjong, but they never let me play, so I feel so boring and about 11.30pm, I told them I'm leaving, cos too boring and wasting my time. After left the place, I slow walk to my house which is only 15mins away, with my music on thru my handphone. After reached home, I went to take a cold shower as I feel very warm after walking. Then I turned on my comp to see that particular person got online anot, but she is not there, wonder is it something happened to her, never reply msg and never online. Just hope that she is safe and sound. Having a slight headache, but don feel like sleeping, cos I want to wait and see whether she will come online anot. I never know what she is thinking about, she seems like a complicated person. Maybe I also, sometimes my expectation is abit high and I can't even have that kind of standard that I expect from others. I really dono what I'm thinking sometimes, just feel boring, lonely, hopeless. What kind of person I 'm? Should I lower my expectation from others? Anyway, I going to join my friend for Cross Country on 27Feb, which is next month and I need to train in order to run 10km none stop. But abit lazy to run alone, even more boring. Where are you? Give me the energy to run, to live, to be happy. Tomorrow I work night shift till the next morning, my friend is going to bring me see ghost at ulu ulu de place around Queentown area. Exciting lei, Hahas. Maybe my life is just going to be boring the next few years, unless I found that person who will live in my heart for long. Hahas, only can wait long long for that to happen.
Good Night all!
VOKA
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